I'm sitting in an emptier apartment. Outside the window, The Empire State Building seems much further away, much lonelier. Kimberly boarded Metro-North to New Haven at 8:07 p.m. and now it's just me and the mouse, this little bugger that we saw sneaking around for the first time last night while we watched The Royal Tenenbaums.
On May 30, Kimberly and I spontaneously undertook this project to write, record and upload a song every day while we lived together. In The Royal Tenenbaums, an estranged father of three has six weeks left to live with his family before "the cancer" kills him; Kimberly and I had 71 days in New York City before "the train" took her.
Uzi Tenenbaum: Who's your father?
Chas Tenenbaum: His name is Royal Tenenbaum.
Ari Tenenbaum: You told us he was already dead.
Chas Tenenbaum: Yeah, well now he's really dying.
In The Royal Tenenbaums, Chas harbors hate against Royal for shooting him in the hand with an BB gun as a child (among other reasons); coincidentally, we subtitled this blog, "Siblings who hate each other." But similar to how the whole Tenenbaum family moves back home while Royal lives out his final weeks, gambling with his grandsons (Ari and Uzi) at the dog fights and bringing his adopted daughter (Margot) to his mother's grave for the first time, Kimberly and I wanted to make the most of our stint living together by writing a song everyday for two months. The parameters were no more artificial than Royal's own battle with cancer.
Royal [After being exposed and thrown out of the house]: The past six days have been the best six days of probably my whole life.
Narrator: Immediately after making this statement, Royal realized that it was true.
It did Royal good and it did us good. Kimberly was recovering from a rough year as a resident assistant at her college, which included losing girlfriends and boyfriends and preparing for a senior year in Uganda. I was recovering from a rough move to New York City, which included unemployment, minimum wage employment, and repeated rejections. I think we both felt a bit like The Empire State Building. Toward the end of The Royal Tenenbaums, when Royal finds his grandsons a new dog after their's is run over by the next-door-neighbor, Chas finally breaks down and says, "I've had a rough year, dad." Royal responds, "I know you have, Chassie."
You know, the Twin Towers never looked lonely. I wonder if The Empire State Building wishes for a sibling, because Wall Street's two haughty and proud beacons always appeared up to no good way up in the clouds. How many times did Kimberly and I get asked if we were twins? Twin Towers, working through our Empire State Building funk. But the Twin Towers fell and now it's back to being a solitary blinking light in midtown.
Eli Cash: I always wanted to be a Tenenbaum.
Royal Tenenbaum: Me too, me too.
This has been a great way to document the summer. When Kimberly and I are both old and smelling like dirty diapers (that's assuming she makes it back from Africa), we'll log onto the Internet (or whatever it'll be called in 50 years) and listen to our songs of the summer, "representin' BK to the fullest," as the Notorious B.I.G. said.
Since The Royal Tenenbaums is loosely based on J.D. Salinger's Glass family, I shamelessly end with his words: “Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.”
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